Beneath this gloomy sky,I can feel the warmth of blushed sun hiding between the clouds,
while a sick breeze of hope ached the loneliness that dwells in my heart,
mercilessly burnt the only memory that’s left of tomorrow,
and I; I was just trying to smell the air of the eclipsed dawn,
trying to breathe a little more and hold together until I am buried under the soil.
And a touch of grief brought tears to the eye,
seeing the life that had been shrouded somewhere else.
Oh, what I have missed? What have I missed in this cruel land!
So many joys I saw that never were mine, so many pains that bruised my nights,
yet, I never thought they will be mine,
and still I yearn for a life I believe exists somewhere I don’t know.
And so, I closed my eyes down the shadows of night,
departing, forsaking my deluded dreams,
burying my soul with the ashes of love and life,
with all the dust of what is left behind,
sleeping silently as if no one will ever know that I were here somewhere, they don’t really know.