My reflection is staring back,
With nothing but regret.
It burns in my eyes,
Refusing to forget.

The fate that was twisted,
Fuck its out of shape.
I didnt expect this to happen,
I need a fucking escape.

The reality came crashing down,
It pushed me to the walls.
Heaven tossed and turned,
I watched a million angels fall.

They landed atop my life,
As if to say they fucking cared.
But I worry of my feelings,
Why couldnt they be spared?

So now I sit and watch,
My reflection try to smile.
It doesnt work anymore,
I havent used it in a while.